Konnichiwa minasan. Watashi wa tako ja nai.
I just got back from church. Well, just-ish. I've been home for about an hour.
My friend's Internet probably died before I got home, because she was supposed to be here and she isn't. And she was online just two hours ago.
So... yeah. I haven't really been able to talk to her for a long time, when we usually talk every day. She told me last time we talked that her Internet really does die and doesn't come back until the next day, like I thought. And it's been happening a loooottt. Just about every day.
And the stupid Internet dies in the morning often, so I always think we're about to have a long epic day together and then she disappears.
I'm trying to figure out how to deal with my loneliness. I'll try to get myself to start writing again. Maybe putting my thoughts about my story on paper will help. ;-;
Cuz the thing is, if I don't tell someone about my stories, I feel like I'm going to explode with all this stuff in my head. So I kind of need people to listen to me. There are only two people who are willing to do that. One isn't ever around anymore, and the other one's Internet keeps dying.
I guess I'll just try to write down stuff.
It would make me happy if I could write about my stories here. ;u; But it's all spoilers...
I mean, I know people don't really read my blog anymore but still.
I like talking to myself. xD
I've chosen three (four?) different people whom I allow myself to tell any spoilers to. Anything about my story that they want to know or I want to tell, I tell them. That makes me really happy. xD But like I said, there are only two people who are actually really interested... Another one loses interest occasionally (hey. xD) and the other one seems to dislike hearing about my stories nowadays.
I would apologize for rambling so much but I don't think anyone actually cares so pfft
I just learned the pronunciation of "tsk." It's not what I thought. xD
"Tch" took a long time for me to figure out too, though.
After church (we usually get to hang out for about half an hour after church... WOO)
After church this morning I started singing Outer Science, and apparently my friend knows it. xD That made me so happy.
So I gave them a disturbing live performance.
The door was open and there were probably people walking by looking at me weird... xD
I make a fabulous Kuroha though.
And then I got my friend into Kagerou Project. xD Apparently she really likes Kuroha, exactly like I did before I even knew what Kagerou Project was so I told her exactly where he's really from and told her the name of the series and stuff.
:'D If she starts watching KagePro I'll be so happy.
Apparently Kuroha is a Disney princess now. xD
That put disturbing images in my mind.
And this one.
Do you remember when I filled out that 25 Smiles Challenge, like, a year ago, with Shiro?
Last night I did one with Nightowl. ='D
You can probably tell my favorite one's Proud. xD
Probably because out of all of them, that's the one that conveys his personality the most...
He's very dramatic and gesture-y.
I like making memes. You probably know this.
I take screenshots of meme-able looking things when I'm watching stuff. xD
I'm trying to figure out what to do with these two screenshots.
"I can't hear you over the sound of how awesome I am." That sort of thing. But probably something else.
And... I don't know. xD
Today's legitimately Towel Day though. Happy Towel Day.
The fact that these were both taken from the saddest episode in the series does not apply. xD Hush.
That first one's probably already been done though. xD
What am I talking about. It's the Internet, everything's already been done.
I'm listening to Matryoshka. IT'S SOOOO WEIRD.
But it's actually a pretty good song once you get used to the weirdness.
BUT DO YOU KNOW WHAT'S EVEN WEIRDER.
THE MAFUMAFU VERSION.
BECAUSE HE USES THIS VERY CONVINCING LITTLE KAWAII GIRL VOICE.
IT'S SO GOOD IT'S JUST WEIRD LIKE HOW DOES A GUY DO THAT ASDFHJKL.
I can't do a girl voice like that. Why can Mafumafu do a better girl voice than me.
I'm trying to figure out if I want to draw or write or what.
I don't know what to draw though.
And I don't know what to write either. xD
MY FRIIIIIEEEEEEENNNNNNDDDDSSSSSSS STILL AREN'T ONLINE. I'm guessing they won't be today.
What a surpriiiiissseeeeeeee .3.
Okay, I've got two now. xD YAY.
And now one's gone. xD
I'm writing stuff. This is fun. ewe
Imma post now since it's getting late. Seeya. xD