Konnichiwa minasan. Watashi wa tako ja nai.
>w< I actually forced myself not to turn on the laptop for an entire hour this morning so that I could focus on my schoolwork. That's a good thing.
Unfortunately, I only have five more days to finish three more books. oAo I have five little books a month that I'm supposed to finish, or else I go on restriction again. It's going to be really hard to finish the books in the next few days, since I wasn't able to work on any of it for the first few weeks of this month. >n< Because I was on restriction, only working on the schoolwork from last year.
I bet there's going to be a whole lot more drama today. Cuz of what happened yesterday. The person who's getting attacked (I'll call her "Skye") hasn't seen the attack message from the attacker ("Esmee") yet. Esmee wanted me to carry the message to Skye, saying how foolish she thought Skye was, but I absolutely refused to do that. Not until I have a completely clear understanding of EVERYTHING that's going on with them... Which is NOT ever going to happen, because no one is telling me anything.
Besides, Skye's one of my best friends on there.
I can't believe this. Most of these people don't even know each other in real life. =.=
And somehow this girl was "dating" this guy over here... who lives on the opposite end of the earth from her. (Not kidding. She lives in America and he lives in Australia.)
I don't get how that even works in their minds...? Seriously, how?
X3 I feel really weird. I don't know how anyone there feels about me, because I'm super nuetral, like I said. I'm protecting everyone at the same time. It's weird. XD And I'm not involved in any of the dramatic stories that are flying around everywhere, like, no one's mad at me or anything. I'm just kind of watching.
I really don't care what they think of me, but I just wonder if I'm helping at all. I'm trying to keep us all together, and I'm trying as hard as I can to keep people from being depressed. That might be kind of why they're not telling me much, because I'm just that little happy chibi person who likes to throw waffles at people, and they think I don't need to know anything.
Even Esmee, the most dramatic and emo of them all, calls me "wafflegirl." *shrugs*
I WANT TO HELP. BUT I CAN'T IF THEY WON'T TELL ME NOTHIN.
I'm done ranting now. o3o
TIME TO TALK ABOUT SOMETHING NON-DEPRESSING!!!!! =DDD
I'll likely write more storyline for Inter-Dimensional Academy today, but I probably won't start drawing it. Then again, who knows. I can't ever predict myself. X3
I miss Alpha/Omega! oAo I need to get back to it soooon. But I have to get I-DA started before the end of October.
If you don't know why, you haven't been reading my blogs enough, because I've said it a hundred times. XDDDD
Lol. Anyway. I realized that it's been a looong time since I've actually read a real book... like, a book that *I* haven't written. Besides Alice in Wonderland and Through the Looking Glass. I read both of those recently.
My mom's going to give me a book to read that she loves. She's reading through it again right now to make sure it's clean.
It's a really thick book. XDDD I don't know if that's good or bad. I used to love long, long books, but now I kinda don't have time for them. oAo So I might not finish it... T_T
I'LL TRY THOUGH.
Besides, I'm a writer, so I need to keep reading and taking notes from professional books. That's just kinda obvious.
Hey. Coincidence. XDDD She JUST NOW finished it. She says it's her favoritest book ever.
I feel like today I'm overranting (if that's a word.) That's the third time in this blog I feel like I'm typing too much about a single subject. XDD
So I probably should stop here for the day. I don't really have anything else to write anyway.
Ooh, that rhymed.
*starts singing randomly*
Yes, I have a highly-functioning brain that is powered by rainbows and the inspiration of man. What of it?