I'MSORRYBRONY BUT THIS REMINDED ME OF YOUR OLD LEN FANFIC
I should probably eat lunch but instead I'm eating a package of Oreos.
I WANT TO EAT MACARONS
LIKE I JUST FOUND OUT ABOUT THEM BUT SUDDENLY I SEE REFERENCES TO THEM EVERYWHERE AHAH--
DO YOU KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH MY PERSONALITY TYPE (INFP pls)
I GET SUPER STRESSED OUT
THAT THE WORLD IS SO MORALLY CORRUPTED
JUST THE FACT THAT ATHEISTS AND HOMOSEXUALS AND STUFF EXIST PRETTY MUCH KILL ME COMPLETELY.
I WOULD BE SO HAPPY IF IT WEREN'T FOR THAT ONE ELEMENT OF MY PERSONALITY
AND THEN WHEN I GET SUPER STRESSED OUT BY STUFF LIKE THAT, A TINY SIMPLE THING LIKE ONE OF MY FRIENDS CUSSING OR JOKING ABOUT BEING GAY
AND I LOSE FRIENDS AHAH
//LEAVES PLANET TO DIE ALONE
AND NOT ONLY THAT BUT IT MAKES ME JUST LOOK REALLY PROTECTIVE AND INSECURE ABOUT MY RELIGION AND IT PROBABLY PUSHES PEOPLE AWAY FROM CHRISTIANITY TOO.
I'm listening to Yobanashi Deceive at full blast now so it's okay
lol I have to go now--
I stopped coming here so much because no one seems to be reading my blogs and I have a friend now whom I can rant to endlessly and she still stays my friend. xD But since Brony's back I might start posting more often again. ovo
Since I got Tumblr I'm learning a ton more about other utaites besides Mafumafu (lol but I'm a mafu expert by now too//kicked)
LIKE, I THINK MAFUMAFU'S REAL NAME IS AIKAWA MAFUYU.
THAT'S WHAT SOME RANDOM PERSON ON TUMBLR SAID ON A RANDOM POST ABOUT UTAITES
IT'S NOT LIKE I HAVE ANY LEGIT REASON TO TRUST HER SINCE SHE DIDN'T CITE ANY SOURCES BUT SHE SAID IT WITH A LOT OF CONFIDENCE.
I'm listening to Un:c's cover of Yobanashi Deceive and it's really beautiful aahhah
I heard someone else singing this song in a Nico Nico Chorus version of it though and his voice sounded exactly like Kano's. I want to know what utaite that is.
But I still can't figure it out ;;;; There are only a few parts in the Nico Nico chorus where I can actually hear his voice by itself.
Tumblr has a lot of translations of the utaites' Twitter and blog posts and stuff. I probably already said this. xD And there are some things they've recorded, like Soraru and 96neko talking to each other.
I have no willpower whatsoever. I went ahead and put Mafumafu and Akatin's cover of Spinal Fluid Explosion Girl in my main playlist.
Mafumafu's precious voice though. And the part where he forgets to sing and just yells pathetically.
And all the rest of his pathetic yelling.
I finally have a friend who's actually very serious about learning Japanese. :'D Like, tons of people (weebs ;D) say they want to learn Japanese and stuff, but
Kuri's dad is Japanese, and she wants to go to Japan when she's older. Her Japanese skills are somewhat above mine, but I wanna try to catch up fast. xD
And I do wanna visit Japan someday just for the heck of it, so maybe we could meet up there. :'D That would be cool.
Probably my most unrealistic dream that's actually pretty realistic. xDD
can't brain anymor
SPEAKING OF KURI
SHE WANTS TO BE AN UTAITE AND SHE IS ON A VERY VERY GOOD PATH.
LISTEN TO HER PRECIOUS VOICE OKAY I DON'T CARE WHO YOU ARE JUST LISTEN TO HER VOOOIIIIICCEEE.
(Also she drew the image there. :'D)
I really love her because her skills are like mine, but she's extra skilled in the little bits that I'm not so much. We're going to redo my vocal cover of Marry's Fictional World, but as a duet.
I wrote a song (my biggest song project so far) and she's going to lineart/color the sketch I made for the image I'm going to put as the video.
Not only that, but later, she wants to try to translate the song to Japanese and sing it with the Utauloid she's making. :'D AND she was thinking of trying to make a PV for it.
She's so precious. x'D I'm usually really bad at working with other people, but our skill sets (and personalities) are super compatible and I hope we can continue to make stuff together.
when we decided to duet she said we'd be like soraru and mafumafu xD
(she fangirls over soraru as much as I do over mafu~)
//RANDOMLY FACEPLANTS ONTO A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT SUBJECT
I CAN'T PLAY IB ANYMORE AND IT'S KILLIN ME.
There's this doorway in Ib that started crashing my computer whenever I walked through it. D': It's the doorway to the room where you meet Garry. My computer freezes up (making a really loud disturbing noise in the headphones) and then the screen goes blue and says a ton of stuff I don't really understand. And I have to-- like-- emergency shut down my computer, because it won't turn off normally or do anything else. And when I turn my computer back on it takes a really long time to start up.
It happened three or four times before I finally just gave up.
I did get the good ending that I wanted the night before the computer started crashing, so my heart isn't that damaged, but still
There were a lot more endings I hadn't gotten yet. ;;;;;
I FINALLY SETTLED ON A SITE TO POST MY WEBCOMIC ON.
I chose ComicFury as my host site.
HERE IT IS THOUGH AHHAHAHAHAHH
I'm excited. :'D
I have to go to bed now
My parents are dragging me to Nevada tomorrow (ﾉ◉A◉)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ I'll be gone until, like, Friday.
I FOUND THIS THING
【Episode 0】Soramafu Hikikomoranai Radio- English Subtitles PART 2/2 - YouTube
MAFUMAFU AND SORARU JUST STARTED THIS AND
MAFU IS SUCH A DORK OMD
THEY'RE GOING TO TRY TO DO THIS EVERY SATURDAY (hopefully)
lol anyway I have to go now
might have internet access some day before Friday, probably not
I have no one to talk to.
Hibi left for a few hours and the person I'm RPing with just went to go get food
HIBI AND I
IN OUR IB RP
WE'RE AT THE END(? SO WE'RE MAKING DIFFERENT ENDINGS AND SO OUR CHARACTERS ARE GOING TO BE DYING A LOT--
WE JUST KILLED OFF ONE OF HER CHARACTERS IN OUR ENDING LAST NIGHT AND WE WERE BOTH CRYING INTENSELY
AND MY MOM CAME IN AND ASKED WHAT I WAS CRYING ABOUT AND I TOLD HER
SHE SAID I WAS WAY TOO EMOTIONAL
AND THEN SHE WENT AND TOLD DAD WHAT I WAS DOING
//I HATE BEING EMOTIONAL AROUND MY PARENTS SO MUCH--
Hibs and I reset a little bit and we're gonna get another ending tonight, but she had to go right after I killed off my character
I'm waiting for her to get back
NO BUT IT WAS SO HORRIBLE LAST NIGHT BECAUSE
MY CHARACTER, REXIGE, WAS ABOUT TO SACRIFICE HIMSELF FOR HIBI'S TWO CHARACTERS, GHI AND NEJAMI
AND I WAS COMPLETELY PREPARED FOR REXIGE TO DIE AND THEN
SUDDENLY NEJAMI SACRIFICED HIMSELF INSTEAD--
IT KILLED ME SO MUCH
AND THEN REXIGE WAS ALL DEPRESSED LATER AND LYING ON THE GROUND NOT MOVING OR SPEAKING AND GHI WAS SOBBING AND SCREAMING AND IT KILLED ME SO MUCH
//hibi and I enjoy breaking each other's and our own hearts
We just reset to that part and we're letting Rexige sacrifice himself
anyway I have to go now
THEY OFFICIALLY SAID THE DRESS IS WHITE AND GOLD SO EVERYONE SHUT UP.
I'm wasting my day watching this Super Mario 64 speedrun. It's the #1 fastest ever and like
There's this part in an underwater level where there's a star inside a jet kind of thing and you're not really able to get close to the star without turning the jet off
but this guy's just like
IDC I'M GONNA SWIM IN ANYWAY
it doesn't seem like he wasn't supposed to do that
same with another part, he just casually glitched in
I needed a new anime to watch so I looked in the Bishounen genre--//FALLS OFF CLIFF
I found this though and it looks kind of like my soul
This would be the first anime I've watched that no one actually recommended to me. xD
HE WON'T STOP SPARKLING WHY
TOO MUCH SPARKLES
IS THIS A SHOUJO ANIME
NO BUT HE JUST PUNCHED SOMEONE AND THERE WERE SPARKLES EVERYWHERE
anyway I have to go now
Garry killed me.
Hibi's been playing a freeware game called Ib, and it's a horror game with, I think, over ten different endings. I downloaded it last night
...huge mistake :'D
SO MUCH FEELS AND
I'M SERIOUS OKAY
I'M SO DEAD
I'VE ONLY GOTTEN TWO ENDINGS (SORT OF) AND IT'S ALREADY KILLED ME SO MUCH
OKAY SO GARRY IS THE BEST CHARACTER IN ANY VIDEO GAME EVER.
YOU GET ONE ENDING WHERE GARRY SACRIFICES HIS OWN LIFE FOR IB
AND IT HURTS YOUR HEART A LOT BUT YOU THINK EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE OKAY BECAUSE THE NEXT ENDING WILL BE BETTER RIGHT
AFTER ANOTHER WHOLE NIGHT'S WORK IN PLAYING THE GAME AGAIN TO GET ANOTHER ENDING, IB AND GARRY DIDN'T REMEMBER EACH OTHER
AND THEY JUST LEFT
NEVER TO MEET AGAIN
I STARTED OVER FROM MY LAST SAVE, WENT THROUGH A WHOLE NOTHER BONUS LEVEL SORTA PLACE
AND I STILL GOT THAT SAME ENDING.
I'M GOING TO DIE REPEATEDLY
HARDER AND HARDER
UNTIL I GET A HAPPY ENDING.
I CRIED OKAY
JUST TWO ENDINGS OUT OVER 10+ AND I'VE ALREADY CRIED
GOTTA GO TO BED NOW
PROBABLY WON'T SLEEP TONIGHT EITHER BECAUSE MY BRAIN IS STILL PROCESSING THIS GAME
WILL HAVE A SERIOUS EMOTIONAL BREAKDOWN SOMEDAY BECAUSE OF GARRY
//listening to this repeatedly coz it's cool
『 Ib 』Garry's Theme Remix - YouTube
WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE SUCH A STRUGGLE TO KEEP THIS PRECIOUS YOUNG MAN FROM DYING OR FORGETTING ME
OKAY WHAT THE TRUCK
I JUST GOT 19 ID CALLS ALL FROM DIFFERENT PEOPLE AND I COULDN'T FIND ANY EXPLANATION.
I'M GLAD HATENA BLOG IS ALIVE AGAIN AND ALL BUT I REALLY DON'T CARE ABOUT HAIKU AND I HAVE NO IDEA HOW IT WORKS ANYWAY.
Plus I thought it went down a few days ago--
CAN YOU NOT.
IT PRACTICALLY KILLED MY LAPTOP.
I JUST REFRESHED THE PAGE AND THERE WERE LITERALLY 20 MORE NOTIFICATIONS
GUYS PLEASE JUST STOP I DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND.